[25/04/2025] hello! this is the start of my diary now I guess. I noticed that the site doesn't really have much to see, or much to care about, so I felt like this might be a nice step forward!

Today is a Friday. Honestly nothing too exciting all around, I mean, the weekend's soon but, not really toooooooo fond of that. Recently, I joined a band in my school! I don't know how I'm gonna take the whole "performing on a stage infront of 100 people" thing but I'll definitely try! Yeah... tbh it was sort of impulsive.
I realize how unfocused I've been lately. I seek attention or accidentally distract myself from what I'm doing instead of focusing on what's important. What I mean is, I am extremely unhappy with the way my world is right now. Something, no, EVERYTHING needs to change, otherwise I'll fall behind in school.
BUT ANYWAY, I think it'd be nice to ask for once: How are you doing? Wow, personifying the void that somebody somewhere may take up by reading this is not comforting but it feels nice. If you're reading this, hello! Tell me about your day please oh my tub-of-lard I bet it'd be a lot nicer than mine.